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my brother is matthew i love him so much people puts him down alot

matthew is gay,do not judge

do not put him down

cause he is loved

i love him to death he is my bro

been there for me when times were low

do not judge

you look at him and say oh my god what kinda of son have i got

i did not raise him to be this way

i did not want him this way

he is supposed be happy with the girl of his dreams not with a man who cant please

..he doesnt know right from wrong he doesnt know that this is wrong what have i raised in this home of mine

this homosexual is not mine

go away and do not return for i do not know you u are alone............



Dont talk to him that way; he is a man he is big anough to make his bed

do not judge him for who he is

I love him just the way he is

I wish you knew what kind of person he is

i wish u knew how much fun he is

he makes me laugh on a very bad day

he brings sunshine to the darkest day

he is my brother and i love him so much

do not judge him for he is just like us

he is unwanted in life and unwanted at home, but he is my brother so leave him along

matthew.... i love you... and i will always will... i will be here for you in this world so full of fear

i will behere for you when people say leave

i will be here for you when they say they dont need

i will always need you in my life

i will never ever make you cry

just ignore those people with no feelings at all

just ingnore the idiots for they do not know

what you feel and what you know i know you hurt when they say mean things i know how feel when they make u scream

i know how it hurts to feel unclean

so rest assure your sister is here and i will not let you down cause i am here dont cry no more dont feel ashamed dont turn away for i am here...dont close your eyes and hide those tears i know the pain that you feel...so i want you to know i love you this much.enough that you can trust

you thoughts your secrets are safe with me trust me matthew i know what you mean

you say know one understands you but i know your so wrong i understand whats going on

dont you cry and dont you weep..you sister is here and will watch you sleep dont be scared or feel no pain you can tell me and nothing will change...i love you my brother and i want you to know...i will be here through the dark and cold

i spoke with you today, we talked for hours the sad part is that you took more of my heart

how do you do it? why do you do it? you love another!

maybe it is just me

i do not know what this is i am feelin,is it true love? or is it lust?

or am i just fallin again for something i cant have?

i would give u my world and my soul and everything in it

all you have to do is say you want in it

will those words ever come out your mouth?

or am i just living in a world full of damage

i feel like imma dreamer in my own lil world...i want to share my life my everything in your embrace i want the love you have.....i want the joy you have....i will be happy with you.....ad be free at last....so plz do not leave me hanging in this world of despaire take my love and never throw back take my heart and treat it good take my soul and never let go take my hand and say we will stand.....we will always talk for hours on hand

Through these past few days I’ve been reminiscing back it’s the first time I couldn't understand what we had Was it love? Was it passion? Was it all a waste of time? now its hate, now its pain, now its all this shit combined I can't force myself to erase all our memories but when I’m thinking back I always feel like u fooled me nobody to blame but myself from being blinded crying in my sleep hoping this hurting passes by I’ve been told by my sisters how these guys are all the same but you had me so convinced that my world suddenly changed cause you always made me smile but a smile isn’t forever and I guess its unpredictable like change in the weather I thought we'd work it out like those other times before but the truth had to reveal, we cant live a lie no more I’m still young and I’m still trying to stay true to my heart my dreams have disappeared and now my life's scattered apart

Look for that guy who holds your hand instead of grabbin your ass. Look for that guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Look for a guy who calls you every night just to say goodnite. Look for that guy who will take the opposite bus just so you`re not alone.

Look for that guy who will give a sweet Kiss instead of shovin his tongue down your throat. Look for that guy who you can talk to every second of the day instead of only on msn. Most of all, look for that guy who cares for you, who respects you for who you are, and who LOVES you for who you are.

when i reach out, you're always there, with a hand to support me, showing you care i've always walking through my life all alone my social skills i did not have never caring keeping everyone away then you came along and taught me to play where before my world was dark and cold you brough light and colors bold when i was chilled sad and full of fears you held me close safe and dear because of you i've opened my heart teaken a breath made a new start you've opened my eyes my mind my soul given me direction a path and goal to be as you see me to this i share to be beautiful, loving alive

If there wasnt you, there would only be me, and what kind of existance would that truly be? One that in truth, not really much fun, every day spent looking at the face of just one? Without all the other special faces to see, there is just one ugly spiteful me. You give me hope, and lift me to see, that without you, there would be no me







this poem is so special to me because my best frined gave this to me....he was having it rough but he pulled through his darkness he is my shinning star and i will never forget him i love you joey always and forever

why me ..why hurt me ...what did i do all i did was give you my love my heart my soul....you gave me hope ...then you trashed it,throwed it al away for a girl under age ...you stupid ass fucker dont you know anything...thats jail for you...knock me up..leave me here and fuck her ...just go away leave me along dont come around no more this pain is to real my heart is broken i gave my everything to you and you give it to that bitch

i hope you are happy,i hope you get whats coming to you

you are nothing

you sorry ass mother fucker

was she as good as me when i was on my knees was she as good as me when i had you saying please...

could she show you the stars and the moon in her eyes

could she love you as much as i have loved you?

i hate that bitch i hope she dies she has fucked my lifeup she is just a child

how can a child do so much harm

fuck you bitch fuck you my love go to hell and never return i ask satan to make sure you burn both of you forever more....

i thought i knew you.

quess i didnt.you took

my heart.and broke it today..

we were to be one..

and i then you hurt me so....

to find you with her it really hurt

me i felt my world crsh i felt heart

shatter when i looked and she was

on you loving you and being there

with you i got sick to my stomach

why why why would u do me like

this i do not understand i was good

to you there for you and you was there

for me ...did you do ths to make me jealous ..well did you..it didnt work..

im not jealous.i;m mad .no i am angry.

i hope you fry in hell for doing this to me.

i hope your life comes crashing down .your nothing o me but a memorie that is soon to be gone forever....as i hold the gun up to head i think to myself i wanna be dead i cannot be loved forwho i am so why stay in this hell of a land as i start to pull that tigger i see a picture right in fron tof me it is my k8ds they are so preciousin deed...

they are the ones who saved me

why do you hurt me?i loved you!i cared so much about you,i gave you my life,i gave you a child ,i gave you my everything,then you took it and throed it away,like it was trash



i am not trash...do not treat me like trash...

i am a woman not a child if you do not love me do not tell me you do...if you do not want me .tell you do not...



i trusted you,and you hurt me..



just go away leave me along



get out of my head your killing me

just go

i will not let you stay .i will not let you hurt me anymore



i want you gone forever do not come back

you have cause me so much hurt

and heartache stay out of my life never to return



for my love for you will be no more

dont protect me...i am a grown woman,dont look out for me.i am myself,dont treat me like a child ,treat me like a God ,i am free,i am me ,please love me for who i am not what you want me to be,for i can not change who i am,and neither can you,treat me like i am someone.........for i am me

im lost...in this world of nowere...im lost in the pain you caused me ....my heart you shattered it ....my soul you trashed it....my life was forgotton ...and now you are just another memorie i want to be forgotton